here’s to a restart, and a new road to the future.
from here there will be nothing but steps forward, and positive ingenuity to life ahead. i won’t make the same mistakes i have in the past, and i won’t remind myself of the troubles i’ve caused. although they are life lessons, they will not be dwelled upon as i have done in previous events. so stage one will not be the honeymoon stage as it was in our first coming. this time it will be baby steps. planning ahead, talking through things, and no holding back. actually taking the time out of every day to take advantage of what we share, and what we will shave.
love is a splendid thing. and anyone who has ever fallen in, out, or plans on it in the future, should feel completely blessed. every aspect of a friendship, of a relationship, and a perfect circle of romance is beautiful. those who think that you’re broken, and you can’t move forward, well.. you can. anyone can. and the less time you spend worrying about the wrongs and more time you think of the rights, your life will change drastically. nobody wants a lover who is completely unhappy with themselves.
as i’ve always said, and will continue to say. one cannot be truly happy with another until they are happy with themselves.
you cannot succeed in making another being truly happy until you feel content with yourself. and that’s pretty hard. but once you get there, it’s smooth sailing onward.
two nights together has been nice, but I don’t think you’re coming home tonight. And I really wish you were because it’s been freaking wonderful and I feel at home again. but if you don’t come back tonight I think I’ll be OK because I know that I’ll see you again and it’s not guaranteed but in my heart I know that it will happen. I’m so glad we’re working on things, because without this I would still be in a bottomless pit of extremely terrible emotions. I’m so much better where I am right now even though we’re not together. Maybe one day, one day soon. all I can depend on his face, and hope, and if that doesn’t work out I think something well. Something good will happen and something good will come out of this in a positive way and I’m not going to think negative about it I’m just going to keep going. because negativity doesn’t help anything it doesn’t push me to do anything its just going to keep me running in circles and that’s never going to change my life.
I love you Brandon Lee and I hope to see you back here tonight. where we can sleep together, and cuddle, and just stare at each other for hours and not have to say anything. just reminisce, feel happy, and at home, and complete.
I’ll be waiting…
Find out which Chapman’s love language you are here -http://neurolove.me/post/49772974208/which-love-language-do-you-speak
(Source: , via sisterinlaw)
Give up defining yourself - to yourself or to others. You won’t die. You will come to life. And don’t be concerned with how others define you. When they define you, they are limiting themselves, so it’s their problem. Whenever you interact with people, don’t be there primarily as a function or a role, but as the field of conscious presence. You can only lose something that you have, but you cannot lose something that you are.